Young Money’s Christina Milian has stood behind the decision to show her split from rap star Lil Wayne on “Christina Milian Turned Up” this week.

Despite opening up a wound, Milian applauded her move to show off real TV.

“I’m really proud of what we’ve shown,” she tells us. “It’s good TV, it’s real TV, it’s sisters and family and what love is. There’s nothing I would take back from anything on this season. … We’ve been through all kinds of things in life. It’s not even necessarily entertainment, you’re just hoping somebody is relating to it and they understand whatever it is that we were all going through. It’s very real. I’m proud of us for keeping it real this season. We just want to live our lives, but with cameras there.” (Too Fab)

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Earlier this week, Christina said she expected to shed a few tears when the episode aired.

“I’m sure I’ll be crying as I watch myself cry,” Christina told E! News exclusively last week. “Reliving it, it’s like a roller coaster and at the end of the day I feel like most of my girlfriends, or anybody who has a long-lasting relationship, nothing is perfect and sometimes they last and sometimes they don’t. Sometimes you just gotta let go of things and let them happen. It’s a lot of live and learn.” (E! Online)

Christina also talked about her state of mind since the summer split.

“Right now I’m just enjoying working. I’m in my zone when it comes to work. I focus on our family, on our kids,” she revealed to us the other day. “I think it will take a little bit of time before I start getting into the dating scene.” (E! Online)

Recently, Milian dished on keeping a close-knit relationship with Wayne despite their split last summer.

“I literally was just texting him a little while ago,” she reveals on Monday’s episode of “The Meredith Vieira Show.” “We are still texting each other, checking up on each other. … We shot a video, we were perfectly fine, the chemistry was still there, it’s not gone at all. We are grown-ups about it.” (Page Six)